Introduction

Hi!

Goodnight!

Lemme introduce my self Roly, is the introverted version of me instead of Rolret as the extroverted and i hope you will like them.

I hope they could be the best and lead the body into make friends with people and universe.

Roly and Rolret were found from when they were in a fighting, those are between us and the monsters inside or outside, in fact there a lot of monster live in this universe, it can appear close to us, it can be our friends, family, and even in ourself.

I started open my old diary, i have just realized that the symptoms actually appear at the past long time before i were diagnozed mental disease, i wont tell you now because the psychiatrist still observ the diagnosis but maybe somedays i'll tell you when the final result release.

I have just realized when i often tell one thing to my friends that i was doubting my self having two version of me, its the bad one and the good one, then i used to write the odd thing on my diary such as:

I made a lot of mistakes in my life untill i realized that there something wrong with me, moreover in daily activity I could be up and down, when im up i used to be quite ambitious, its like a lion is hunting a deer. When im down i used to stay at room avoiding social interactions.

The time comes, is the moment when i lost everything. I lost my mother, friends, and someone. The universe felt like turn back on me and led me grieving to the past, but in fact the time is running ahead, i stucked and lost between.

Help...